my journey to conceiving, carrying, birthing, exploring adoption, and raising my subsequent children after losing my firstborn after a full term pregnancy, and my second pregnancy after 7 weeks. this is loss, heartbreak, faith, hope, my children, my cherries on top, my joy.
Just heartbroken for you...I know you'll have a million different people offering to do something (at least I hope you will) but truly, if there's anything you could think of that might help soothe your broken heart, simply say the word. Much love and many prayers...
Oh Beth.. NO Now we both have even more reason to be sad on April 6th. Thinking and praying for you always. Cherry and Kathlyn will be having cake with Noah today.
I am so sorry. I will tell you that for me in some ways losing our rainbow was more difficult than Oliver because it brought back all of the emotions of Oliver and stole my hope. Go easy on yourself and let me know if you ever need to talk.
i know my comment won't come close to comforting you at this time, but know that i am also a babyloss mama who JUST miscarried our 'rainbow' baby. it's total bullshit what happened to us and i hope that you aren't blaming yourself.
take your time, let the emotions out by writing and if you ever want to talk lost mama to lost mama i am always available.
I had my dream job, my dream husband, a loving family, awesome church, strong faith.. my children would be the cherries on top.. the recipe for a perfect life. Just when I felt safe, it all came crashing down with the death of my first daughter in 2009, and a miscarriage 8 months later. 18 months to the day of Kathlyn's funeral, our Glory was born. We were reminded that Joy can still be found in life. I love more than I've ever loved, I miss more than I've ever missed.
so sorry.
ReplyDeleteJust heartbroken for you...I know you'll have a million different people offering to do something (at least I hope you will) but truly, if there's anything you could think of that might help soothe your broken heart, simply say the word. Much love and many prayers...
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry :(
ReplyDeleteOh Beth.. NO
ReplyDeleteNow we both have even more reason to be sad on April 6th.
Thinking and praying for you always.
Cherry and Kathlyn will be having cake with Noah today.
I am so sorry, my friend
Jane
I am so sorry. I will tell you that for me in some ways losing our rainbow was more difficult than Oliver because it brought back all of the emotions of Oliver and stole my hope. Go easy on yourself and let me know if you ever need to talk.
ReplyDeletewe are all here, praying and grieving with you. please know you have so many here in this community thinking of you... xx
ReplyDelete*tears* Beth I am SO sorry to hear this. *hugs* SO SO SO SO sorry. I wish there was something, anything, I could say to ease your pain.
ReplyDeleteSo very sorry Beth. :(
ReplyDeletei know my comment won't come close to comforting you at this time, but know that i am also a babyloss mama who JUST miscarried our 'rainbow' baby. it's total bullshit what happened to us and i hope that you aren't blaming yourself.
ReplyDeletetake your time, let the emotions out by writing and if you ever want to talk lost mama to lost mama i am always available.
cheers, julie
I'm so sorry you're going through this.
ReplyDeleteMaddie x